Submitted by avivarubin on Sat, 01/03/2015 - 10:28
In all its wisdom - and we know its wisdom to be vast because stuff you googled in private, like "Converse running shoes" or "chocolate fountains", shows up there for days after - Facebook kindly generated “iconic” personal images to represent each of our 2014.
Submitted by avivarubin on Wed, 02/05/2014 - 11:35
Increasing or enlarging by successive addition.
Submitted by avivarubin on Wed, 01/29/2014 - 22:19
Remember how last time my chemo schedule got fucked up and I was on a waiting list? A waiting list. For chemo. Which just seems wrong. Isn’t it one of those obligatory, time-sensitive things? As opposed to a voluntary, I think I’ll put myself on the waiting list for that fun activity, thing?
So here’s what happened this time. Last week when I got called to confirm my CT scan for Feb 6, I asked if my chemo was booked.
Submitted by avivarubin on Sat, 01/11/2014 - 10:34
If I start with these words I’ll feel driven to finish something. I’ve felt guilty about not blogging for a week. That’s not like me. I can write my way through all of this, regardless how depleted I feel. I know that’s not the point of the blog – to put pressure on myself, but it’s my driver. It’s my only job – well that and getting better, which frankly feels pretty passive.
Submitted by avivarubin on Sat, 11/30/2013 - 14:09
“We thought we’d start the chemo on Monday.”
“But I have a meeting on Monday.”
Submitted by avivarubin on Thu, 11/28/2013 - 12:04
Submitted by avivarubin on Thu, 11/14/2013 - 11:56
I've been feeling racey lately and I’m starting to think it might be anxiety. (Yes, starting.) Not head anxious, like the kind where you keep saying to yourself “Boy, I really feel anxious”, but body anxious.